the try

I cannot emphasise how fast time is passing.

On one hand I am certainly enjoying this acceleration, because it means that I am now just 13 months away from liberation (03/01/2012!). On the other, however, I am afraid, because it also means that college education is drawing closer, and with it a possible end to my 19 year stay in this sunny island I call home. Though temporary, to say that 6 years abroad is a long time is but an understatement. It's an eternity.

As necessary as it may be,  I don't know if I'll be able to leave everything behind - my family, my friends, and you. (okay mostly it's just you)

.. okay I shall stop the emo-ness. It can wait till next year. Why? Because..

CHRISTMAS IS UPON US :D and though I may be gone for 9 days, I'll be back to celebrate our first christmas together :)

It's been a good weekend.

I'm in a better place, don't take this and turn it around.

soliloquy

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
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sometimes i wonder if all of this is worth fighting for. 


because as adulthood beckons and I say goodbye to being a teenager, I realise that I'm 20 years closer to the end. we all have that clock ticking above our heads, and with every passing second we are losing the fight to fulfil our bucket list. 


so the question really is, are you willing to take chances and prioritise society's bucket list over yours?


I remain undecided.